Spartanx228

why am i feeling this way? why is there anger and jealousy burning in my soul? why do i feel so angry? I shouldn't be feeling this way about this person nothing has ever happened between us to give me the right to be jealous so why does it burn like a furnace in my soul why does it make me feel hatred and anger over the simplest things having to do with them? I feel like ive been run through with a red steel blade I have been feeling this way for weeks why does it not desist? i just want it to stop i should be happy for them but instead i am foul and monstrous my own damn fault i never told her but that's because I didn't see

Shadows grow as hatred ensues       the focus of my life is unable to excel and come true       demons and angels both perish at my hand     for a day is coming i absolutely will not stand          i seek to destroy it and all those who hold it dear for they do not deserve it and that will become clear with karma as a blade i shall slice at their hearts there love and souls will soon depart for I am Hate and all know me well SO PRAY TO YOUR GODS AS I SEND YOU TO HELL