why am i feeling this way?
why is there anger and jealousy burning in my soul?
why do i feel so angry?
I shouldn't be feeling this way about this person
nothing has ever happened between us to give me the right to be jealous
so why does it burn like a furnace in my soul
why does it make me feel hatred and anger over the simplest things having to do with them?
I feel like ive been run through with a red steel blade
I have been feeling this way for weeks why does it not desist?
i just want it to stop i should be happy for them but instead i am foul and monstrous
my own damn fault i never told her but that's because I didn't see